...- updates -...

i know....i havent been updating lately. ive been super busy. this is the first time in dayz im actually at home. i promise i'll update soon. got loadsa picz i need to photoshop and eventz i need to recall but i promise, it'll be soon.

...-!!! RATED !!!-...

yeash!!...a coupla wordz and my blog is rated this??...man..they shud update the blog rater website...have you heard the type of language those under 17 are using nowadayz??

...-idiots-...

i feel like a b.i.g. fat idiot........*ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*....screw everything la.....not worth it......

-fcuk the world...'cause it fcuked with me first-

...*title-less*...

i didnt know whud title to honor this post. im drawing blanks now people. i fear my ranting abilities are slowly depeleting. i think ive grown bored of this whole blogging thingy. i mean, your own space to rant/rave/bitch/scar n stuff is all good and shyt but, it's mesmorizing effects towards me is s...l.....o.........w...........l..............y dissapearing. i would like to cry out for help here but, i dont feel the need too. my initial hesitance in starting this blog thingy is coming back. i mean i use to laugh at my sis when she started hers ages ago. then i thought..[ hmmm...there must be something to this..] so i started mine.

in the beginning, everything was like...wow...effin exciting 'cause i was learning like css coding n html stuff to add to my blog. now, im effin fed up with it. the few people who actually read my blog and their constantly say...[ can you PLZ update ure blog??. it's not fun to read the same damn thing over and over again..]. and when i mean few people, the grand total prolly comes to 3?? i mean it's all good that their people who actually care enuff to read the moody posts i constantly upload but c'mon la.....there's only so much i can write about everyday.

so from now on, i think i'll take my blog in different directions. we'll see how it goes. till then, everyone'll just hafta be content with my moody posts....so there...*=p*....

...- dedication -...

...- there's a void within me -...

...- it's left empty now you're gone -...

...- it's your's to keep -...

...- when you come back -...

...- or if you don't -...

...- i've placed your name on the door -...

...- remember -...

...- i've loved you standing next to you -...

...- it's longing from afar now -...

...- this empty place is your's to fill again -...

...- if i let you in -...

...- you meant the world to me -...

...- you still do -...

...:: abso-fcukin-lutely fantabulous holiday ::...

i had the most fantabulous holiday a coupla dayz ago. went to lang tengah island. its this remote place la btw redang island and perhentian. pretty isolated n left on its own. there were about 30 ppl who went. willing hands members and friends. i know....a lotta people.

pretty innit??....everything was so absolutely purrrfect. the hotel we stayed in was pretty basic. out room had only the basic amenities to survive but we hardly spent any time in it, only to sleep. even that was really late. i hardly spent anytime in the room.

travelling to the island was hell. almost a whole day. our flight on thurs was at 7.20 in the mornin. debbie had hired a car to take us to the airport so we were picked up at 5 in the morning. can u imagine, sasha, gettin up at freakin 4?...i do not want to repeat that ever again. our flight was to kota bahru. we bought tix fer this airport cuz the onez to kuala terengganu were double the price. anyway, after landing, we were supposed to get on a bus and drive back to kuala terengganu, the merang jetty, to take the ferry to lang tengah. that was another freakin 3 hour drive. this was about 8.30 in the morning. beer was flowing freely throughout the whole bus ride. apparently there was a problem in checking in the crate of beer at the airport so everyone resorted to packin in a coupla cans into their bags. the beer stash was almost depleted even before reaching the island. after that, it was an hour ferry ride to the island. it felt like it was never ending.

whud party is complete with out booze. we had our fair share of it, every nyte. u name it we had it on the island. everyone brought at least one bottle each. we had limited mixers, so i was tryin out stuff that sometimez shouldnt be mixed. but the best was the skyy berry and the pepsi twist. was beyond amazing. then there was beer which was bought on the island at 190 buckz a crate. freakin robbery. there was the potent alco that eugene and corrine brought. bacardi 151. 75% BLOODY ALCO CONTENT. it freakin burns when you drink it. you suddenly become aware of your stomach and its contents. potent shyt.

halfway through the nyte, we ran out of mixers, hence the bloody plastered faces. the bacardi didnt help it either. we had james runnin around in his boxers n stuff. due to the fact that there might be underaged readers of this blog, and also to save the sight of those who arent underaged, no picz of this event will be posted.

we spent most of our time snorkelling, swimming and lazing on the beach. snorkelling was good but most of the coral around the beach area were mostly dead, so not many fishes were hanging around. we sawa coupla sharks though, n a buncha fish, but nothing that was really stunning.

we spent 4 dayz on the island. snorkelling and swimming during the day, n drinkin during the nyte. bliss!!!!....fuckin bliss. on our way back, out flight got delayed about an hr so we decided to kampung the departure hall. we all sat on the floor and played cards. demented buncha people la. but i had truckloads of fun with these demented souls, so much so that i'll definately go holidaying with em again. FER SURE!!!

leaving was the hardest part. ive never wanted to extend a holiday as much as this. *sniffles* even before the end of one holiday, mel au is already planning the next one. sighz. its either manukan island, sabah or bali or krabi, which is in the south of thailand i think. looking forward to it babe. the trip back was hell. it took the whole sunday just to get back home. we left the island at 9 in the morning cuz there was only one ferry back o the mainland and it was leaving at 9. after the ferry ride was the bus one which took 3 hours. once we reached the airport, it was a plane ride back to kl. then it was another bus ride to kl central station and then the bloody lrt to pj. i hate public transport fer a reason.

i know this blog is full of picz, cuz i didnt know whud to write about to i filled it with picz. but those picz took forever to edit. their worth the freakin effort though.